staring at you (on the left side)




its the best feeling in the vorld!!!! hihihihihi! today is friday, foodie @work (yes i got the shirt!!!) holy macarons! did you curse me or smthg "do you love me?" never knew it could hurt so badly,but it does.
deep inside my guts.

"if you dont love me,why do you still hang on to me"
i'm telling you,this broke me.
you shouldnt have told me the truth,
i h8 the truth.
im sorry im sorry.
i need to depend on someone convenient and that person would most likely be you.
2 and a half years what do you think.


You said things wouldnt change abit
but it did! its like 355degrees change,
except the calling part,which we would shout at each other.
dont blame me for putting up a defensive front. cause you've secretly hurt me enough,
and its time i hurt you back
yes you knw im the revengeful sort.
you knw everything about me,
so are you gg to use it against me next time?

i have tons of things to tell you
but i rather not. ever since the start of this week,
you've been treating me differently,
you mean you got used to it alr?!


today you rather play a stupid game than continue talking to me ,
i dont knw if i sound stupid anot.
but wtf. arent i more fun to talk to?
im not even done talking.
and i dont hear the 3 words anymore.
(even though it shouldnt be said.)
even though last time, i dread hearing it from you.
i take things like this for granted.
but at times like these,i really need it.
cant you tell? cant you feel it through the cords?
the wavelength? the pitch? the soundwave?
its so different now.
i h8 change

i h8 being alone.
i dont even know how to go about finding another one like you but with better looks.
hope to find one to smirk at you,for being bad at this game!

im so sexcited for tmr.
did i mention i started the week with a bang! Fringe gone wrong i tell you.